I’m in a place in life where I don’t feel like I have a lot of momentum or direction, so a lot of what I’m trying to do right now is to just not do nothing.
I’m just trying to do anything I can to throw stuff towards the wall and see what sticks.
Whether that’s writing my thoughts out on a obscure corner of the Internet, working on one of many art projects that’s currently in progress, working on music…. I’m just trying to do whatever I can, as much as I can.
Some days, it’s harder than others.
Some days, it feels like all you can do is whine about how you wish you were doing more, how you wish you understood the bigger picture of it all, and just flail about trying to remind yourself that it’s more about the process than the end result of it all.
But the point is that you keep trying, putting one foot in front of the other, and keep doing all the small little things that will eventually add up in ways that you can’t forsee at the moment.